Come on, willpower!

After a few weeks of accumulating strength and reviving myself from feeling down and weary, I finally managed to put myself together this morning and settled some of my long abandoned works. These days, being a final year, I have really to steal some time in between classes to complete non-medical tasks. The amount of workload is enormous when your teammates are starting to leave you one by one. I was a bit satisfied this morning for all the works done, but I realized that I was late for the OPD session. I came in for the tutorial later on and got scolded and accused of slacking. My body was really tired that time, that all the rambling was heard like ocean wave. Last night on-call and extra Ajinomoto in the dinner meal must have shut my system down. Afterwards, I was targeted frequently in the tutorial. I suppose the next 5 weeks will be a hard time for me. I believe my faith and my willpower are the only things that I can rely on to get back into track.